Wednesday, May 28, 2008

cant wait to quit

feeling quite unhappy at work now. everyday i go to work to wait for knock off time. don't even have the motivation to do any OTs anymore. Just received an email update from JobsDB, recruit express has on offer $1.5k min. job for admin asst. but they didn't say how long do i need ot commit. considering to hop over if i only need to commit for 1 month. actually, i'm also not sure what to do now. with 2 months remaining, i got totally lost. it seems like i still have a lot to do but have not done so. ha. worst thing is don't even know whether i made the right choice in choosing NTU. lol. like most of my girl friends are choosing NUS while most of my guy friends are choosing NTU =.= sianz. but anyhow, i already accepted. so too bad, waiting for appeal stage to open so that i can appeal for NTU accounts although chances might be slim but still try la huh.

work politics are so wu liao. worst if they bring TEMP. part-timers into their politics. but i don't care la. they say they always see me surfing net whatever. i hope they complain up to my manager so that i can quit straightaway. lol. now, im even blogging right in front of someone. don't care don't careeee.. i want a carefree life~!! lol. come on, be a tai tai. good! i guess i just need a life in which i have my own choice unlike now when im being forced to stay. it just makes me want to leave even more so.

anyhow, looking forward to the end of the work and my precious fridays. need to make full use of them, juggling my tution at the same time. and driving!! i wanna pass soon.

on saturday, my brother's gonna run for the ultra marathon (84km), hope that my parents will allow me to overnight cycling with my brother haha. he run i cycle. well, i could be his watergirl. it's also beneficial for him =))

hopefully, i'll feel better after lunch. i shall eat something i like, if i can =). no actually, im =( now

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